December 16

我太累了
我好累了
我不知道该怎么办
我不知道该怎么做
我不知道..

December 15 -Dreams

This is a dream that i wan to share
it make me luagh cry happy sad
make me grown and found a new way to find hope

i was laying down watching an ocean
the ocean is so wonderfull
no even more wonderfull then the word itself
watch that ocean
have no pressure problem
just peace calm warm and sarrows
then i walk in to a big old house maked with old wood
i saw 3 person 1 boy 2 girl
i walk in fort of the girl then the boy come near me
then proof
i cryed when i waked up
and i don't know why

i wonder is there any ocean that can be so wonderfull in this world
if there is i wan go and find it . even it will cost me my time or life
its so wonderfull . it maked even money is no talk
a ocean
ps me

Sweet Family

Loong Phuah 帅爷
雪碧 地
晓雪 咪
Rean Thien 大舅
Seng Myth 小舅
Xiao Ting Ho 姨
Ex Fion 姨丈
Kitty Hello 二姨
Helen Goh 小姨
Yeeken Thien 大哥
Jerome 小弟
雪町 大姐
婷婷 二妹
Rianne Ting 三妹
Pearl Ong 四妹
咔咔 五妹
欣瑜 六妹
Vivian 七妹
韩国字 八妹
爱舞婷儿 小妹

December 7-Acting

Why life have to be so difficult.

Today is a day that i really don't wan to have

its a sad day

everyone smile

its a last chance

everyone stood there luaghing

Life is difficult.

life..... can you be ABIT SIMPLE?

December 5

A New begining

December 2-Life Problem

I guess i have to apologize for what i say about my life
i'm still so lucky some people did't
give up on me ..Thanks Guys =)
Even i give up
but hope still make it way to find me
its was just there.. and its always there..
Never near never far its just at there
at the perfect spot that i cant saw
i just wanna say thanks for u at that spot
looking at me =)
Thanks

December 1

why the car accident didt ended my life

i tired of being human 

born in this family and watch them fight aginst each other

and at the end they will just give out pressure to me

and after a few year then they say i  did't mean it 

haha i'm a pressure enter i guess yea it must be 

born to let u get pressure out

i cant see any hope of liveing anymore 

tired to be alone tired to understand people

tired to of liveing what the point of liveing

i repect people to much i guess they think

i too eazy to take out or  bully 

hrmmm never mind 

they don't know anything 

wasteing time angry them

not wont for it 

i don't wan to talk 

to tired to talk 

don't talk to me 

pls..........

November 30-Me

This is my story

this maybe my last chance

to do to make change of myself

on the way chosening face it or not

i don't know what to do

feel so helpless

always think that laying at the beach

watching the endless sea

till moon rise

but i am liveing in a city with full of cars

full of people that wont understand anything

i wonder 

how can a person say 

and do to change a thing?'

i wonder....

November 29

the moon is in your sign. Go with the flow. You'll have strong urges to express your love today. Invite someone close and special to you over. Talk about life, love and poetry. Let your positive side smother those remarks. You'll feel good and in control of yourself. Think happy thoughts. Let your humor take over

November 25-Storys

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 a drop of water will get dry
then turn to a part of rain
fall down to the ground
splash then to a little drop of water

What about my life?
Started with joy
Ended with pain?

i tell myself
you treat people nice
people will treat you nice
don't need any super power
don't need any back ground like rich or power
all i need to do is use my heart
some day... i sure of that day....

November 24

Sien....
Wanna Punch people in the face today
Wanna kick them out form my house (
Wanna slap the women teach her who the real owener of the house ( my dad !)
Even is my sister friend.so what you still cant be so 没大没小!
you get in the house i gonna get out form my room Siennn
mabai sister also her friend so what no think about us 
we already so hard de pressure still put 3 Facking no mannes kids 
still push me alot of problem 
trying to be perfect 
not trying to be angry mabai really wanna slap u in the face sister
sien.....=-=

November 22-Love Story

Haha~ this post is for my Ah Tin
我不在乎遇到什么问题
我只在乎你这一只小猪
我不在乎什么天长地久
我不会走 Coz I Love You So
想给你 最好的我
I L O V E Y O U  T I N
I L O V E Y O U  Ah Ma
I L O V E Y O U  Piggy ( Oink ~Oink~)
J E R O
    L O V E 
            T I N

November 18-Old Friends

Today i found somethings that happen to me in the past 

Now i'm so happy coz now looking at it.

i will think why we are so stupid.

fighting inside a game coz some stupid reason.

say dont wan to talk anymore but...

the next day....

Old Friend: Loong! let go dota~

Haha now think of it very stupid =)

just hopeing time can slow down abit

November 16-Prefect

How to be prefect?

Put a Smile?Let anyone win?

wrong....

How to be prefect?

To be prefect is to be yourself

So dont 'Act' prefect....

'Be' prefect

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November 15

Today seem to be a nice day.
such a peace full morning....
i wish everyday can be like this.
i wake up alone in my room found that dad and sister talking
but its was blur so i went back to sleep
stupid isn't it?
Yep it is stupid today will be a normaly day for me.
I hope

November 14

i am laying on my bed..
listening to my song....
wondering how life gonna been...
i haven gone to so much...
but i still haven reach the end....
and so i laying on my bed...
listening.....
close my eyes slowly... and fall asleep...
Life can be so simple can be a mess or even more type
no matter how u hate it you still have to walk it
that is life that is what i always told myself when i sad
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Don't Beg For It ,Do It Yourself,Or You Wont Get Anything

November 14

My name Jerome...
This is a story about me....
Liveing in my world....
Walking on the road of life....
And what happens...?
Let see it in the future...